From Doubt to Worship
Ephesians 2:19-22; Psalm 117; John 20:24-29
Today’s Gospel presents the high point of Thomas’ journey of faith. Ironically, the apostle remembered for his doubt gave one of the greatest professions of faith in the New Testament: “My Lord and my God!” (John 20:28). Thomas teaches us that faith is not the absence of questions but the courage to bring our questions to Christ.
First, Thomas’ honest doubt is a valuable lesson for modern Christians. We live in an age where many people believe everything they hear without discernment. Thomas refused to build his faith on rumours or emotions; he wanted to encounter the risen Lord personally. There is a difference between honest doubt that seeks the truth and stubborn unbelief that rejects the truth. The first strengthens faith; the second destroys it. Faith is not gullibility; it seeks understanding. Honest doubt leads to worship.
Secondly, Thomas’ absence is just as instructive as his doubt. He was missing when Jesus first appeared to the disciples, and because he separated himself from the Christian community, he missed the first experience of the Resurrection. Many people today distance themselves from the Church because of disappointment, pain, or personal struggles, not realizing that the place they leave is often the place where Christ chooses to reveal Himself. Grace is often found in the Church we are tempted to abandon.
Finally, the first words of the risen Christ were, “Peace be with you.” Jesus did not first explain His suffering or rebuke His disciples; He restored their peace. A heart without peace cannot recognize the presence of God. Our families, land, and nation desperately need this peace; a peace that heals resentment, conquers unforgiveness, and restores broken relationships. As St. Paul reminds us in the first reading, we are “members of the household of God” built on one foundation. A divided house cannot reflect a united Christ.
Prayer
Lord Jesus, strengthen our faith, keep us united in Your Church, and fill our hearts with Your peace, that we may always proclaim with Thomas, “My Lord and my God!” Amen.
Fr. Daniel Evbotokhai
